u know how sometimes when u do something and totally regret doing it. because in the heat of the moment u think that it's just maybe a way to let go. but after that u realise that it actually affects not only u but others who actually have ties with u. and it even does alter one's perception of u. but i think everyone has a side that no one really other than themselves will understand. i do too think that everyone definitely has his or her own. but it can be on a different level and obviously different things. so i guess. should just never judge. cos we never know. sigh. im very sick of hearing it. yet i unthinkingly said some things which i knew and know but thought would come out different, but yet should never have been said. haha o man. what the hell am i saying. here im doing it again!

EVERYONE THINKS THEY'RE DIFFERENT. BUT THAT JUST MAKES THEM ALL THE SAME. you know it. or am i just focusing on all the negatives.
this grey area sucks. just keep it light.