arghhhh.. why do i always write stuff then regret after that.. but im not deleting anything anymore!! and it's not juz coz it's a blog.. if i was writing a erm.. well diary diary. i'll feel like a fool with childish thoughts and just stop writing. sigh. ok anyway on a lighter note.. just found out that emre has touched down in newcastle... yay!! even though football is just totally going down the drain i'll always always.. love (this sounds weird. i have problems saying this word) newcastle like crazy. sigh.. things have changed so much over the years.. and all the players who really represented the spirit of this extremely passionate club just keep going.. :( will talk about this another day. it's so sad :(



Emre :)