i suddenly feel so full of hope after the talk. and this is the first time! coz they usually leave me feeling like crap. dont really wanna talk about uni and stuff here. but yea.. i think i may have a shot even though ive been like a crapshit student. i think from last year until now the only tutorial i've done is probability. and im so damn proud of that tutorial. it is marked extremely neatly with corrections in a very lovely orange. woohoo. i know that i can never be content with staying here and i will be utterly devastated. in other words. i CANNOT stay in singapore. there's no way. this is one experience i cannot miss out on. it's huge. i'll just try to do what i have to do despite these two horrible years which will not give me an advantage in any way. damn teacher evaluations.

anyways. despite everything that has been going on. i will always always always respect my parents. and my family will always be damn impt to me. so there.

school really stinks.. like lessons wise. today was bio tut 3 periods followed by 2 periods of chem.. which were quite fun for some very interesting reasons. bio was an absolute bore. i felt so damn sorry for toh but it was.. really... really.... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.. anyway the point is.. i wanna thank my friends.. esp my classmates.. who have always been there and recently and stuff. haha im not very good at this. but really man. u guys have no idea how much i appreciate these friendships.. or small gestures. these people are the only reason school is actually 0.0000000000000000000000000000000000000001% tolerable man. coz other than that school is really full of a lot of bullshit and i learn so much more from u guys from all the talks we have.. and all the stupid things we do.. than from plants or stats or whatever other crap there is.. well other than gp that is :) so.. thanks friends.. haha. guy. girl. whatever. although of course the girls are like >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> guys man. your friendship means a lot to me! since i am very uncomfortable using the word love. erm. but. i do love my friends la. haha. ok i shall end on this very awkward note...

o yea one more thing... thanks man grace my extremely interesting ex-desk partner.. haha i hope things are going well for u i keep meaning to send an ecard but i cant find a nice free one nowadays! gah. well.. will talk more when i send one eventually.. soon. haha u're the best man take care :)