i really.. feel like.. my future is screwed..
i guess eventually i have to pay the price.. like.. i've always been damn heck care and somehow breezed through some things.. prob thanks to God more than anything else.. and.. yea..
i really. dont know what my next step is going to be. coz for prob for a real first time ever.. i dont see anything 'special' that can lie ahead.
sigh.
Saturday, April 29, 2006
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Courtesy of nufc.com ...
From Reuters, Saturday:
Former England captain Alan Shearer has played his last professional game for Newcastle United after announcing he will miss the rest of the season.
"I'm finished now and I have great memories. The fact I won't be able to play the last three games is disappointing but I'm not complaining. How could I?" he was quoted as saying in Saturday's Sun newspaper.
The 35-year-old was due to retire at the end of the season but injured knee ligaments in Monday's 4-1 Premier League win over local rivals Sunderland at the Stadium of Light.
"I had focused on going all the way to the last game of the season against Chelsea and then my testimonial," he said. "But we don't live in an ideal world.
"Hopefully, I'll be able to kick off the testimonial but there's lots of people worse off than me."
Saturday's Sun also carried the following quotes in Al's column:
"That's it, it's all over, There's a tear in the medial ligament which, although it does not require an operation, means I will be in a knee brace for a few weeks. It's disappointing but I've got no regrets, I've had a great career.
"Deep down I knew when I limped out of the Stadium of Light that it was probably the end and I think the fans knew it as well. They know I don't stay down unless I'm badly hurt.
"My dream as a kid was to play for Newcastle United and to score goals at St James' Park.
"It doesn't matter that I didn't win a trophy because I did it my way and I lived the dream. Unless you come from the area you wouldn't understand that mentality. Playing for the club is everything.
"I broke Jackie's record and no one can take that away from me. I've never had any regrets.
"Some people think it was a fantastic way to go out anyway by scoring in our 4-1 win at Sunderland last week. I think they might be right."
We'll be paying our own tributes to the maestro over the next few days but meanwhile, in case you missed it, few have summed it up better than The Telegraph's Henry Winter:
The DJ at St James' Park must find another stadium-shaking, pulse-racing anthem. Local Hero must return to its case as Alan Shearer sheds himself of his second skin, that black-and-white No 9 shirt he wore with such distinction. As the Toon contemplate life after Shearer, the only lyrics that fully capture the Gallowgate's emotions are "God only knows what I'd be without you."
Just as critics sniped that Shearer had stayed on a season too long, he responded to the brickbats and the falling curtain with a fusillade of goals: clinical penalties, cool one-on-one finishes and regrets, if but a few, about the ones that got away.
Monday's ligament trouble at Sunderland has not simply precipitated Shearer's retirement date by three games, but deprived Newcastle United of the services of their most in-form forward. How typical of the man: he went out striking fear in a rivals' goalkeeper, Kelvin Davis, who had just thwarted England's present No 9, Wayne Rooney, in his previous outing against Manchester United. The verdict on Shearer's career is simple and uplifting: he remained a goal threat until the end.
At the final reckoning, the stats scream Shearer's class: 409 goals, including 30 for England, spread over 18 years, yet it is the words, not the impressive numbers, that truly define this special individual. Words like loyalty. In the Bosman world of constant movement, where devotion can be a dirty word, Shearer fought against the take-the-money creed.
His career began at Southampton, but the Geordie nation's No 1 ambassador worked his way home, via title-winning Blackburn Rovers, where he was loved like a son by Kenny Dalglish and the late, much-missed Jack Walker. Manchester United fans derided Shearer for snubbing them twice, decisions he knew would cost him a cabinet full of medals, but the call of the Gallowgate meant more. Much more. You cannot put a price on being a local hero.
Newcastle United are his club, his passion. When the wonderful Angel of the North was erected overlooking the A1, enterprising Newcastle fans quickly clad it with a massive Toon shirt bearing Shearer's name. Because Shearer is the greatest advertisement for Newcastle: hard-working, down to earth and with a real twinkle in his eye.
So respect the phenomenal goal return, but warm to the words that describe Shearer. Words like commitment. In the age of millionaires in the comfort zone, Shearer constantly put his body on the line. Twice, he fought back from knee injuries that would have defeated lesser mortals. Amid all the understandable wailing from Wallsend to Washington over Monday's injury, it was fitting that what appears Shearer's final act in a Newcastle strip should be an attempted tackle on a Sunderland player despite being on one leg. Competing to the last.
This is a warrior who never surrendered for Southampton, Blackburn or Newcastle, and never, ever for his country. In the nervous minutes before kick-off, England players would glance round the dressing-room, see Shearer with his eyes ablaze with determination, and belief would fill them.
Other words. Like integrity. In a profession tarnished by unpleasant creatures like Lee Bowyer, Shearer represents a breed for whom principles count. Some of his distracted peers become stars of CCTV. Not Shearer, now a BBC favourite. Value-giving and clean-living, Shearer is a model person as well as a model pro.
He has his golf, his family, his friends and the respect of everyone.
People say Shearer should focus on the Beeb, gradually articulating his interesting thoughts on the game as his distance from the dressing-room grows. Yet the former England captain has still so much to offer football. He could make a good manager, although the modest dedication levels of certain younger pros would frustrate a competitor who gave his all in every game, in every training session.
Even as the sands of time ran out on his career, Shearer gave his beloved Newcastle continued bragging rights over Sunderland. For that alone, he will always be the local hero. God only knows when Newcastle will see Shearer's like again.
From Reuters, Saturday:
Former England captain Alan Shearer has played his last professional game for Newcastle United after announcing he will miss the rest of the season.
"I'm finished now and I have great memories. The fact I won't be able to play the last three games is disappointing but I'm not complaining. How could I?" he was quoted as saying in Saturday's Sun newspaper.
The 35-year-old was due to retire at the end of the season but injured knee ligaments in Monday's 4-1 Premier League win over local rivals Sunderland at the Stadium of Light.
"I had focused on going all the way to the last game of the season against Chelsea and then my testimonial," he said. "But we don't live in an ideal world.
"Hopefully, I'll be able to kick off the testimonial but there's lots of people worse off than me."
Saturday's Sun also carried the following quotes in Al's column:
"That's it, it's all over, There's a tear in the medial ligament which, although it does not require an operation, means I will be in a knee brace for a few weeks. It's disappointing but I've got no regrets, I've had a great career.
"Deep down I knew when I limped out of the Stadium of Light that it was probably the end and I think the fans knew it as well. They know I don't stay down unless I'm badly hurt.
"My dream as a kid was to play for Newcastle United and to score goals at St James' Park.
"It doesn't matter that I didn't win a trophy because I did it my way and I lived the dream. Unless you come from the area you wouldn't understand that mentality. Playing for the club is everything.
"I broke Jackie's record and no one can take that away from me. I've never had any regrets.
"Some people think it was a fantastic way to go out anyway by scoring in our 4-1 win at Sunderland last week. I think they might be right."
We'll be paying our own tributes to the maestro over the next few days but meanwhile, in case you missed it, few have summed it up better than The Telegraph's Henry Winter:
The DJ at St James' Park must find another stadium-shaking, pulse-racing anthem. Local Hero must return to its case as Alan Shearer sheds himself of his second skin, that black-and-white No 9 shirt he wore with such distinction. As the Toon contemplate life after Shearer, the only lyrics that fully capture the Gallowgate's emotions are "God only knows what I'd be without you."
Just as critics sniped that Shearer had stayed on a season too long, he responded to the brickbats and the falling curtain with a fusillade of goals: clinical penalties, cool one-on-one finishes and regrets, if but a few, about the ones that got away.
Monday's ligament trouble at Sunderland has not simply precipitated Shearer's retirement date by three games, but deprived Newcastle United of the services of their most in-form forward. How typical of the man: he went out striking fear in a rivals' goalkeeper, Kelvin Davis, who had just thwarted England's present No 9, Wayne Rooney, in his previous outing against Manchester United. The verdict on Shearer's career is simple and uplifting: he remained a goal threat until the end.
At the final reckoning, the stats scream Shearer's class: 409 goals, including 30 for England, spread over 18 years, yet it is the words, not the impressive numbers, that truly define this special individual. Words like loyalty. In the Bosman world of constant movement, where devotion can be a dirty word, Shearer fought against the take-the-money creed.
His career began at Southampton, but the Geordie nation's No 1 ambassador worked his way home, via title-winning Blackburn Rovers, where he was loved like a son by Kenny Dalglish and the late, much-missed Jack Walker. Manchester United fans derided Shearer for snubbing them twice, decisions he knew would cost him a cabinet full of medals, but the call of the Gallowgate meant more. Much more. You cannot put a price on being a local hero.
Newcastle United are his club, his passion. When the wonderful Angel of the North was erected overlooking the A1, enterprising Newcastle fans quickly clad it with a massive Toon shirt bearing Shearer's name. Because Shearer is the greatest advertisement for Newcastle: hard-working, down to earth and with a real twinkle in his eye.
So respect the phenomenal goal return, but warm to the words that describe Shearer. Words like commitment. In the age of millionaires in the comfort zone, Shearer constantly put his body on the line. Twice, he fought back from knee injuries that would have defeated lesser mortals. Amid all the understandable wailing from Wallsend to Washington over Monday's injury, it was fitting that what appears Shearer's final act in a Newcastle strip should be an attempted tackle on a Sunderland player despite being on one leg. Competing to the last.
This is a warrior who never surrendered for Southampton, Blackburn or Newcastle, and never, ever for his country. In the nervous minutes before kick-off, England players would glance round the dressing-room, see Shearer with his eyes ablaze with determination, and belief would fill them.
Other words. Like integrity. In a profession tarnished by unpleasant creatures like Lee Bowyer, Shearer represents a breed for whom principles count. Some of his distracted peers become stars of CCTV. Not Shearer, now a BBC favourite. Value-giving and clean-living, Shearer is a model person as well as a model pro.
He has his golf, his family, his friends and the respect of everyone.
People say Shearer should focus on the Beeb, gradually articulating his interesting thoughts on the game as his distance from the dressing-room grows. Yet the former England captain has still so much to offer football. He could make a good manager, although the modest dedication levels of certain younger pros would frustrate a competitor who gave his all in every game, in every training session.
Even as the sands of time ran out on his career, Shearer gave his beloved Newcastle continued bragging rights over Sunderland. For that alone, he will always be the local hero. God only knows when Newcastle will see Shearer's like again.
Saturday, April 22, 2006
i think.. i havent written an entry since the start of leadership term..
and i cant. coz there's too much to say. and everything is just.. so.. confusing.. all i can say is.. it's been.. 5 weeks? 2 weeks leadership.. 3 weeks service term.. and it's been a pretty.. emotional 5 weeks.. haha sigh..
anyways cat i shall reply u here.. yea we had outfield this week.. it's been.. a really.. interesting week.. to say the least.. mmm.. all the best for ur application yea i have complete faith in u let me know how it goes.. (:
when i actually have time to sit down and type again.. and when my head is clear.. maybe i shall write more.. until then.. may the journey continue.. very very corny.. but it really is a long.. emotional one.. but i believe still that everything happens for a reason.. right? (:
anyways.. on a very very very sad note.. the news i received upon reaching home that shearer has played his last game as a newcastle player whilst i was in camp.. was very very very sad. it's been 10 years of complete.. respect for this man. sigh. shall not go on. am very sad :(
ok.. last thing.. just a reminder to self things that need to be done by next weekend..
1) specs
2) dartmouth and other unis
3) smu
and i cant. coz there's too much to say. and everything is just.. so.. confusing.. all i can say is.. it's been.. 5 weeks? 2 weeks leadership.. 3 weeks service term.. and it's been a pretty.. emotional 5 weeks.. haha sigh..
anyways cat i shall reply u here.. yea we had outfield this week.. it's been.. a really.. interesting week.. to say the least.. mmm.. all the best for ur application yea i have complete faith in u let me know how it goes.. (:
when i actually have time to sit down and type again.. and when my head is clear.. maybe i shall write more.. until then.. may the journey continue.. very very corny.. but it really is a long.. emotional one.. but i believe still that everything happens for a reason.. right? (:
anyways.. on a very very very sad note.. the news i received upon reaching home that shearer has played his last game as a newcastle player whilst i was in camp.. was very very very sad. it's been 10 years of complete.. respect for this man. sigh. shall not go on. am very sad :(
ok.. last thing.. just a reminder to self things that need to be done by next weekend..
1) specs
2) dartmouth and other unis
3) smu
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