why.. why dee lads nivvor fail te disappoint.. it just makes me so narked an sad aal the time.. ah wish ah really had a private playce te syah whatever ah want cos ah ahaad back so much. ah knaa whatever ah syah it'll always be... aye but others are gannin through shit too.. ah knaa cos ah syah tha too.. but the thing is there're just things ah feel. ah wanna syah an ah divvent want te hev any responsibility towards anyone at aal . ahm just sick of a lot an a lot of damn sackless things. ah really hev ne leif . an it makes me sad. but it's a statement an ahm not asking anyone te pity me or owt . but can ah syah owt leik tha . ne ah canna . cos of a fear of a backlash. ah just want te syah things! ah just want te syah whatever ah want an not bother aboot what fowk fowk are gunna syah or think! it makes me sick. ahm just so sick of this sackless world

hey sarah.. what i meant to say was... i dont mean it literally.. i mean men none of us are angels.. and by going home.. i dont mean home home.. i just mean a place of absolute comfort.. peace.. maybe like heaven