was just reading a few articles and came across this one.. mmm.. there's a v short video there.. if anyone is reading this just take a look at it. i just found it interesting.. not that i agree. personally.. for me religon is more of a personal thing.. and i sometimes find it very hard to draw the line between people being religious or cultish.. i dont know. i just.. mmm.. kinda hard to find the right words.. but.. i'll guess we'll know in time.. maybe im just very sceptical.. NOT about God.. although i do have a lot of doubts about things.. or used to rather.. now.. i do have doubts but i believe.. but im more sceptical about the religon as a whole. how people define religon. the defined are not defined by the definers.. the definers are the defined.. define definitions definers defining. crap i dunno what the thingy is.. but im so damn glad i handed in a lit essay for once. yea how out of point.
anyway.. to someone who i know is reading this and emails me occasionally.. yea im talking about u coz there's only one of you :) - thanks a lot man.. i really appreciate it.. it's really.. difficult now. mmm.. but.. thanks for everything i'll reply u when i can.. coz i wanna put my heart and soul into a reply.. haha and right now.. i cant really do that.
mmm.. i.. not being alone physically.. but really feeling and knowing it.. it's definitely the worst feeling in the world. ever. hazel if u're reading this.. what we were talking about yesterday.. i had it last night.. haha if u have no idea what im talking about.. nvm :) sigh.
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