well... i asked the squirrel zhen. the squirrel was dead but somehow it woke up for a few seconds to tell me that it would be alive again if the world were beautiful.. and it didnt matter if it had awful teeth or tail.. and before it went back to being dead it told me that prob wont happen. haha but the squirrel whispered in it's last breath..

"i will not... be beaten.. just like a lot of other squirrels.."

but then it died. haha so sad o man. sigh.

i was doing some quizzes just now online.. sigh. quizzes just seem quite boliao and stupid and geeky. but its quite addictive for some reason.. it's fun to discover.. what you may appear to be.. i dont know.. and really i am a freaking geek. there are times when im so comfortable being such a geek and am loving it but the internet.. is a dangerous place.. and so is the rest of the world.. sometimes when u're ok with being the way u are.. u read about the lives of others which sound so much more exciting.. dangerous.. and as pathetic it is.. u find urself being slightly envious in a way.. no? haha but i am definitely a geek and i could not be anything else :) i found some stuff that was true.. or not really true.. and bam. there i go again. my wave of blogging seems so selfish has hit again. all im talking about here is myself. ok that's not really true. but in a way it is. there i go again. but blogging is for me. but what the heck la. i dont care.

i have discovered that i am 70% weird.

"Your blog is full of intensity and passion.You are very opinionated - and people love or hate you for it.You have the potential to be both a famous and infamous blogger."
i take a lot of offence to that last sentence. i hate the term blogger. and dont even give me that shit about being famous or whatever. stupid just damn stupid. shit. and im not even sure whether hte rest is true. stupid shit. hurhur.

"You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable."
i dont know.. but the last sentence is damn quite right.

and finally...
"You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be."
damn quite right.

i did some other what is ur attitude towards love or relationship or some crap like that.. and the results were quite true.. and not really.. but im not gonna put it here. coz stuff like that is just so insignificant. i couldnt even give a shit about that. in fact i dont even know what it means. maybe that's why i cant give a shit. no. i really cant.

i did some birthday thing and my birthday sounded like me a little but not really so to test whether it was bullshit i entered my bro's birthday. one of the things they said bout him was "You are generally reliable when it comes to handling money; you can be trusted in this regard."

i have since confirmed that the birthday predictor thing. is BULLSHIT.

i think i need to tone down on the 's' word. hurhur.. SHIT. hohos and hurhurs sound nicer than hahas. and way way better than hehes. unless u're a girl. then hehe MAY be fine. and heehee is definitely fine if u're a girl. actually u know what?!?! JUST FORGET IT! that's right people.. BE YOURSELF. BE YOU! DONT TRY TO BE WHAT PEOPLE EXPECT YOU TO BE! remember people! u can even exercise the option to snort instead of laughing. or drool. or pretend to faint when people make corny jokes and then pretend to be revived. u will be really tired then but behave or say whatever you want! remember people! BE YOURSELF!

the corny motivational speaker took over for a minute. it's gone now. thank goodness. i was just about to attempt the last.. interesting behaviour he.. omg! what he! it came from within me.. so it's a she! SHE!! was talking about. omg i realised i just called the speaker from within it! what am i! some animal! actually yes coz humans are animals.. but wait danielle thinks im a plant.. and i have affection for a certain plant..

i am definitely definitely definitely weird. i think now would be a good time to stop typing.