ok.. im back from camp.. was super super super tired. have slept a total of about.. 7 hours in the past 2 tiring days. o man.. i have been thinking about super super super a lot of things too.. but i dont really feel in any position.. and dont wanna talk about it now.. and it might not even matter.. for now.. i dunno we'll see again in well.. a few days time maybe..

anyways. ok i had NO IDEA people actually signed my guestbook. haha thanks man lynn, sarah and mel :) hey lynn yea see you soon! it's quite exciting. hahaa. hope it'll be a good trip. mmm.. however who is '.' . i hate mysteries. just like sarah always tries to 'withhold' information after letting on a bit. i will why her til she passes out or something. so.. who ARE you '.'? are u just too lazy to type ur name.. or dont want me to know ur identity.. or.. are on bad terms with me.. hurrrrr.. who are you! reply me! or email me at becks_sux@hotmail.com and let me know!! hahaa im sorry. im crazy. sigh. it's either.. mmmm.. or huh... or some _____ .

anyways dee i agree with what you said.. it's very weird.. that's why i dunno too whether to keep this up a lot of the time..

ok. i shall respond to mel's tag thingy :

Rules of the game:1. Post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.
2. At the end, list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this, and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED!" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

1) when i was in switzerland camping i woke up one morning and put on my shoes.. and felt something extremely cold and gooey.. it turned out to be a BIG FAT SLUG which i unknowingly squashed to death. and til this day. the experience has left me traumatised. we have to do something about slugs. they are just too damn disgusting.. innocent.. but disgusting.
2) i think i have a big problem with people skills.. and it's too late to chage now. many times i have been unable to convey what i feel about a person towards a person and if it has given the wrong impression.. or developed 'enemies'.. sad la.
3) i feel.. and am apologetic a lot
4) i used to purposely read the sports section of the newpaper and straits times everyday so that i could cut out all articles on newcastle and i kept them in photo albums.. i have 4 of those now.. all the good and bad.. i did this for a few years but stopped because the bad just became too much to take.. i do take them out and look through them occassionally.. and it may seem weird to people.. but i feel a lot of pride. i have a lot of love for my team.
5) i am extremely protective of my sister.. if you harm her. i will hunt u down. and shoot you. with a water pistol. and then call the cops. but i will give u the trashing you deserve. actually same for my brother.. but obviously he can take care of himself. and i think they'll never know this. this is getting too mushy. i am going to stop now before it gets weirder.

ok i dont know why.. writing that has made me feel quite sad.. for some weird reason.. i think i had more to say.. but dont want to anymore.. the next few days.. are going to be.. well.. _____ .. for some reason.. sigh. we'll see la.. we'll see.. o yea and since who mel tagged are essentially majority of the small blog circle i have here.. i shall not pass on the tag. haha it ends here. i apologise to all the grieve i have caused to the various taggers. but thank you... thank you for ur 10 minutes of entertainment. we salute you.