i wanna talk about..

1) given
2) some idiot
3) something elseeeeeeeeeeeeee. can't remember. argh

but no time now. have to do something. really really important. and damn scared for tmr. actually not really. but am because i really want this. well.. at least i think i do. a lot of doubts have floated in but be gone doubts!!!! if u never try u'll never know right. if it's wrong.. then just get out of it. but also not really scared coz i well.. i think i know who i am. sooo.. arghhhhh i dont knowwwwwwwwwwwww....

im actually looking forward to going back to my guides camp tmr. hahaa it was quite fun going down today. jane cooked the green bean soup with a whole packet of sugar and when i drank it i just felt like ants were biting into my teeth. no wonder there were girls standing at the water cooler talking about dilution..
i realised that the saw and me.. we are great friends! hurrrr... i am actually not bad at sawing! hahaa i cant even remember the last time i did it.. o yea right at the last mg guide camp -_-. but the axe and me.. we might need to undergo some counselling. i was trying to chop the wood today and eh. for some reason which i would like to think is the wood's fault coz it's never happened i just couldnt! and instead i ended up chopping my hand. i am holding out on the hope that we can still work on the perfect marriage that was :(

ok man. shall update like on wednesday.. for some reason there's just so much to say now adays.. so much to say!!! i just cant keep my mouth shut.. or actually i can.. rather my fingers just cant stop typing.. hey man! i think i type pretty fast! do i! do i! haa! so fun! ok ive been bullshitting enough about my 'abilities' i cant believe it. im never like this. BLAH. ok bye.