am extremely worried for the __________.
i think if there's one thing i've always been well... maybe the saving grace of character has been.. that i have strong opinions on things.. and what i believe in i really believe in.. but i realised that.. if u ask me a very direct question.. so what do you believe in.. like stupid examples or something or if just ask.. very.. realistic questions. i will be stunned. and have no reply. i dont think i can do well for __________ coz.. i just cant give u what u're looking for.. quite sad. but i feel like.. my character has no foundation. or basis. and just full of empty talk.. which i feel like it's not.. but it kinda seems like it is.. sigh. i dunno.

a few years back i failed an ________, which i didnt think i said anything wrong.. but perhaps.. i never did say anything right. what they wanted to hear.. and the thing is that was something i felt i ________. sigh. dunno man. argh grrr. irritating. i ____ in the academic aspect.. and the _________ aspect.. makes me wonder what.. if anything.. im ____ __.

you know what??? i shall pray :)