im so honoured. after 2 years. and we've only spoken once on the phone, and maybe twice online. and yet.. just very thankful. im glad that i can be a part of it in some way.. and despite all the __________ over some things so far.. yea. im glad. i pray everything goes smoothly.. during and after.. :)

hahaa.. some things will never change. but it's ok. as long as we make peace, not war. a deceptive peace, but still peace. it's really interesting

sigh. i've already done my best not to.. jump to conclusions. which i havent but it seems like i have. but i haven. i hope it doesnt come right back and stab me in the back. please come soon.

so i saw this quiz on alicia's blog.. and decided to do it.. i dunno why.. i remember the days when we were younger and everyone will send these fwded quizzes around.. haha it's like boliao but fun.. and if u think it's totally boliao.. well. screw you. we dont have to act like the extremely matured and grown up people we obviously are not all the time.

*the last movie you watched? - king kong
*the last tv show you watched? - that's so raven on nickelodeon.. haha
*the last song you heard? - wow. that's tough. have no idea. i dont exactly have an mp3/radio and am a techno idiot. no cash.
*the last thing you bought? - fillet o' fish
*the last place you went? - kap then btp
*the last thing you heard from your parents? - this house is so poor you know.. and yet wanna act like so rich.
*the last thing you said to one of your friends? - bye! have fun!
*the last person you called? - li feng
*the last person who called you? - mm.. pong. im not really a phone person anyways. im more face to face.
*the last person who said good night last night? - no one really says good night around here unless i induce it out of my sister by being freaking spastic.
*the last person who messaged you in friendster? - some nufc fan yonghui guy but i cant open it anyway
*the last person you hugged? - seriously. i have no idea. i am not a hugger at all. maybe waijia at prom
*believe that love is forever? - dunno. dun really give a shit now
*get hurt by people easily? - depends.. actually i think so.. yea
*sing in the shower? - ha.
*like to splash puddles when it rains? - of course
*notice when people have pretty eyes? - of course. too bad mine are non existent. seriously :(
*tend not to worry, even when you know something bad is about to happen? - no
*Can you be anyone you want to be? - YES YOU DAMN RIGHT CAN.
*Do mean people make you sad? - well.. pissed and sad. sad for them. honestly.
*If you see a cute boy/girl walk down the street, do u tell him/her she's/he's cute? - no. never will. that's just kinda superficial.. and besides i dont like good looking people initially. yea im an idiot.
*Have you ever cried at a movie? - of course. but i always try my darnest to suck them back in.

*Is it cute when old people are holding hands? - yea. haha i am an old people person
*Are you a happy person? - this is a very different question from are u happy. no im not a happy person. am not trying to be angst ridden here or something. but it's true. it's a personality thing
*Have you ever laughed so hard your stomach hurt? - yea. not often. it takes a lot to humour me to that extent coz i have a weird sense of humour.
*Are you slightly lazy? - im the ULTIMATE sloth. sucks.
*If you have twenty dollars, are you rich? - yea in my world definitely

** your ideal boyfriend **
1. need to be in the same sch? no
2. when he goes out, want him to ask u out too? no. we should all have our own space and time with other people in our lives.
3. ah beng or guai kia? some guai kias are really nice people. but please. none of the above esp ah bengs.
4. got tattoos? well not like the tattoo crazy kind if u have 1/2 small ones which have some meaning maybe. but preferably not
5. stay near u? doesnt matter. but preferably not.. it's all about space
6. he cares everything about u? what the hell does this question mean. he cares everything about u. i cant figure that out. care definitely. but not to the extent of bugging u about everything. he needs to trust that i am independent and can take care of myself.
7. jealous % high or low? well. definitely NOT high.
8. taller or shorter than you? taller. and i am obviously not asking for much
9. rich or normal? i honestly dont really care. i would have thought normal coz i think we would have more similar values, but that's a wrong way of looking at things. people are all different regardless of whether u have money or not.
10. with stylo hair or normal? i hate stylo unless it's naturally stylo. simple and clean cut will do.
11. dyed hair or normal color? normal PLEASE. i am quite against dying ur hair.
12. playful or serious? both at the right times
13. popular among others? haha. i said this before. a unique attraction. different. someone who.. is not part of the 'popular gang'.. )(*#($^&$.. but has this unique attraction and u can only see the person inside when u know him well.. and i think im getting too far ahead of myself..
14. a flirt or faithful boy? faithful. i HATE flirts.
15. cleverer den u? crap. tough question. mmm.. we should have the same level of intellect at least i guess.. it's not the smarts man it seriously affects how u connect as two individuals.
16. mature or childish boy? matured definitely. but of course go ahead have fun and be childish. as long as u have a good head on ur shoulders.
18. a punk kid,a rocker,or a hipper? hahaa. u cant really judge by titles. it depends what the person's like
19. bring u home to meet his parents? when.. we're sure. i was gonna say if it's serious but im not gonna get into anything if im not sure
20. sms u all the time? no. it's all about space. sms as and when we want. i mean as long as we know it doesnt matter. u know. sigh i dunno how to say. but yea
21. understanding? yes. please.
22. many ex-flames or little ex-flames? little.. but u may be a changed person. so.. yea. i dunno.
23. sporty? yea. hopefully someone who loves the outdoors. i dont just mean sports.
24. smoker or non-smoker? non-smoker

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another one! i just feel like doing and it's not a crime.

full name: t--- wei lynn
birthday: 20 nov 1987
age: 18
born: gleneagles hospital
hometown: singapore
what are you afraid of? a lot of things.. my faith in God.. my future.. not being able to be the person i wanna be.. and of course losing.. well.. my family. especially my grandma.. i cant believe i just said that coz it's so extremely uncomfortable talking about this kinda stuff
when is your bedtime? 3 + is the norm. and i hate it. i am going to change.
do you wear contacts or glasses? glasses when i need to see the board or watch tv etc. i'll never wear it all the time. i like my world blurry.
embarrassing moment: i do it so much and just cringe like hell when i relive them over and over again.
person in ur family: seriously. i have no idea what this means.
career: honestly. i wanna be an international camp organiser. just like eurolife. and influence the lives of youths just like mine has been for the better. anything to do with the outdoors.. and of benefit to others.
sprite or 7-up? no answer
when was your last hospital visit: no comments.
loved somebody so much it made you cry? i am very very uncomfortable with the word love. i cant answer this. but yea i do love newcastle a lot and they have definitely made me cry.
smoked? no. never say never but i NEVER will
broken the law? of course. dumb stuff like jaywalking
ran away from home? yea. stupid incident best left in the past.
skinny dipped? no. i havent worn a swimming costume for years. skinny dipping is way out of the question.
played strip poker? no
played truth and dare? yea
mooned someone? no
been in a physical fight? when we were younger.. many many times with my brother. not the i pinch u scratch kind. seriously physical we'll BOTH end up bleeding, cut and sore all over. sigh. i think i was raised a boy.
Been in a car accident? yea. on the way to church. the door beside me was completely ripped off.
Been to Africa? no
been in love? i am in love with my team and the city of newcastle. other than that.. i would say no. i think love is too strong a word that many.. misuse wrongly and misunderstand.
rode in a police car? no
been on a plane? yea
came close to dying? yea. twice.
been in a sauna? no
been in a hot tub? no
sawn in the ocean? no

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT***
Abortion? was just talking to hazel bout this just now. i think it's wrong... have a lot of views but dont wanna go into a lengthy discussion. but.. you should never kill a life.
Classical music? some's nice.
Airplanes? exciting. nice. boring. scary.
Amusement parks? im a damn big loser. the viking already scares the shit out of me. shall not answer this.

***WHAT IS***
your bedroom like? very small. shared with my sister. extremely extremely extremely messy. hardly any space to walk. but in the mess.. there're a lot of memories of the best times of my life..
your good luck charm? i dont believe in crap
your secret crush? no comments. crushes.. eventually amount to nothing.
your most prized possession? my eurolife stuff, flame stuff.. like i said, stuff from the best times of my life..
your favourite holiday? no comments
your Favourite day of the week: dunno.
your Favourite word or phrase: honestly. seriously. man. i dunno, im a very common word/phrase person.
yourFavourite Toothpaste: dunno. dont use anything other than colgate.
your Favourite flower? im definitely not a flower person.. so i dont have one. but fresh roses from the swiss roadside.. amazing.
your Favourite Drink? none
your Favourite sesame street character? such a huge part of my childhood but i seriously cant remember.. maybe oscar and his worm, or the count. actually they're all hilarious and just great.. snuffle upagus!!
your Favourite Fast Food Restaurant? tough. none really. but prob kfc maybe. nice chicks.
your Favourite alltime TV show? alltime? crap that's such a PHWOAR statement. mm i'll prob say.. guy meets world and freaks and geeks
your Favourite Music? bon jovi, lonestar
your Favourite dinner? i'll eat it as long as u put it in front of me.
your Favourite vegetable: i'll eat it as long as u put it in front of me. but i kinda have a thing for oyster sauce xiao bai cai
your Favourite meat: i'll eat it as long as u put it in front of me.
your Favourite candy: dont like sweets. but if i had to choose prob something with coke flavour.
your Favourite talkshow: oprah :) i wish they showed jay leno etc here though..
your Favourite place to visit: i dont go overseas except for camps.. but.. NEWCASTLE UPON TYNE ENGLAND PLEASE! or a return to britannia park.. or swit.. and even southampton..
your Favourite number: nine
Favourite animal: prob dogs. i love all animals. pigs are great too. hairy the pig.
your Favourite brand of shoes: this question and me. we have no link.
your Favourite perfume/cologne: this question and me. we have no link.
your Colour of your bedroom carpet: no carpet
most annoying thing? A LOT OF THINGS. let's not get started.

***ARE YOU A***
good student? i really suck
good dancer? the WORST.
good storyteller? no. i am long winded and stumble over my words. a lot. sadly.

******ANY******
stitches? no
bloody nose? yea
cancer? hopefully not
surgery? no
someone besides your family say they love you? yea. my friends. sometimes.

***DO YOU***
wet the bed? no
collect anything? yea
like to sing? secret.
like to shop? NO
like to party? party? meaning like party party? no. i am not a party person.
eat a life hamster for a million bucks? no. what a shitty way of earning money. that money is worthless.
go to a hanson concert if u had a free ticket? no. i'd give it to my pri sch best friend :)
had anything pierced? ears
kill someone you didnt know for fifteen billion dollars? never
anyone offered you a small part in a movie would u accept? depends. this is weird but i think i actually can be a good actor if i want to. hmm.
how long was your longest relationship? 10 years and still going strong. i love you... newcastle united.
what are your nicknames? jaundice.. rubbish leg.. tong.. and the list goes on..
who is the Last person you went out to dinner/Lunch with? manda
What do you do most often when you are bored? no comment
Name the person that you are friends with that lives the furthest away: my friends overseas.. prob england..
What music you are listening to right this second: nothing