it's 710 am dec 9 in singapore now. the guys.. bao en.. elaine.. jo.. jasmine.. siti ernie izzah.. all the rest.. they're all commissioning today..

i wish i was too.. i really wish i stayed on for pro.. this would prob have been.. one of the best days of my life ever.

it's a very bittersweet feeling.. but im super happy for them.. and damn.. damn proud of the girls (:

i was listening to jue jiang on the bus just now.. hahaa.. it's kinda really like.. our song.. wocc.. and seriously now everytime i listen to it esp so far from home and everything.. it just stirs up so many feelings in me.. makes me wanna cry more than anything else.. and that's not a bad thing. i couldnt be happier that i chose this.. i think im super excited about my career.. it doesnt matter anything negative i hear.. coz ill make what i want out of it.. i still believe.. passion and genuine heart can overcome anything.

it's amazing what much has happened in such a short span of time.. and i guess.. challenges can bring out the best or worst in u.. depending on however u take them right.. sigh. i dont know. i really miss the girls.. a lot.. nothing can ever replace that experience which i am so grateful for..

i cant wait.