i had another horrible... horrible nightmare yesterday...

i cant really remember now.. but i was seriously freaked out.

i dreamt that.. we knew the world was going to end. and we were anticipating it... when is it coming.. one day i looked out at the window... and nothing but destruction lay before my eyes... it was so so scary.. we went somewhere else.. somehow.. to a mini church gathering.. praying.. everything.. and meanwhile all around us the world was really just full of destruction.. there was a massive flood.. we were in a building.. and it was just a matter of time before we were going to drown when the water caught up with us.. and i woke up. freaked out.

it's weird how im typing this and my songs are on shuffle and 'amazing love' just happened to come on. sigh. i remember i tried to read revelations last time... i dont know why i stopped.. either coz i had no patience.. or i just didnt want to think about it.