grass! grass! grass!

hahaaa. Anyways..

sigh. sometimes.. when i talk bout it and all.. i feel so convinced.. and other times.. i just think.. what the heck have i done. hahaa.. certain moments.. i mean.. it's normal right.. it wont take away any dedication.. but it's normal right...

sigh. i wish that i didnt... _____ __ ________ then i could say that.. i was really really enjoying whatever now man.. coz today was kinda fun.. but then on the other hand... u know.. there really will never be a ____ ..

and.. i really hope singapore doesnt... offer.. well.. incentives.. based on race or whatever it is.. meritocracy.. hahaa.. in a very practical sense it is practised.. but.. after this period of time and results and stuff.. i realised once again.. there're so many things which are just so bullshit... so so bullshit.. but it's just the world! and reality is as so.. and.. as long as we're happy with what we're doing. right?

right. good. (: