i guess it's amazing how words can somehow make anything sound so beautiful.. so motivating.. so inspirational.. so moving.. when essentially.. it is built on a foundation of self centeredness.. and a whole load of air.

and it's amazing too how words can make something so... sad.. with real feeling sound like nothing more than childish angst.

the former makes me really really really angry. sometimes i doubt whether im wrong.. but deep down i believe that i am not. it's just that the world sees things on such a surfacial value.. and the former always comes in victorious.. yea even in the midst of all this empty pain.

i dont know why i let things like that affect me. but it just pisses me off so damn much when.. the real things that should be recognised are not. i know the people around me.. who are just great in their own right.. and the small things they do everyday.. are just so much more than a whole load of empty ****.

but i guess that's supposed to be the beauty of things right. i just hate how it annoys me so much. stupid things. really stupid things.