i was reading the damage done until like 5 am yesterday... and it just got really really depressing... finished it today.

it just made me doubt so many things.. and wonder about so many things.. the world really just appears to be such a terrible place just full of so much evil.. as well.. simplistic as that sounds.. it's true..

and.. there must be something better right? something better than all the hate/anger/torture/evil that this world has to offer. there has to be something better... and i think we'll find out soon.