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it's the small things that matter.
it's so like... mixed and disappointing and... effortless.
not in the sense that it's easy. but in the sense that... no effort will make a difference.
which ends up making one a fool.
waiting out.
a complete fool.

i have the itch to blog at times...
coz you just need to get some crap out.
but i hate it.
coz if there's nothing positive to say i really should just shut the hell up.