pills

this is a crucial week.
i dont know why. but suddenly it's become really dark. suddenly.
i think the forces of suppression and like.. obssession.. they kinda work together.

my roommate's highschool friend died in the iraq war a couple of weeks ago.
he was 20.

ants have been invading my room. i hope they leave. quick.

it's weird but sometimes all it takes is just that one spark. that one small action of kindness. or whatever it is.
and it just changes everything. even the smallest things that people might not realise.

no man is an island man.
dont tell me you dont need... company.
that's bullshit.

if only they worked.