i wanted to talk about a lot of things.. but i dont want to anymore.

i think im getting sick. shit man. my throat is damn pain. please pray for me.
shit. of all times. really.

just in a damn crappy mood today. the day has been bad. the week has been bad. i wish i could rewind to the start of this week and make different choices.. maybe even 1 year.. 2 years.. things would have been so DAMN different.

i dont think i can ever leave it behind. it's something which will stick with me forever and never leave. shit man. i really hate saying shit nowadays coz i realise how idiotic i sound but i just cant find any other way to convey.. my anger and annoyance.

:(